mamaLove

I’ve only had this layout up for a short while and of course I’m getting an itch to redesign again. Interesting how when I redesign, I seem to do a major overhaul. I can’t seem to just change the look, I manage to change the entire structure of my site. Yes, I know it gets aggravating. I get aggravated with myself. Because I get sick of looking at my site. I don’t even look at it that much anymore yet, I’m already sick of it. It’s some insane sickness I have that I can’t cure. What to do? I’m not sure I want to skin my site, but then it’s ready to skin. Every page already calls a header and footer file that all I’d have to do is modify a little bit, but because my site structure changes so dramatically, it becomes insane. I just wish I could design something that would satisfy me permanently or at least for more than a month. I love those sites that you know what they look like. Their design becomes part of what identifies them. You think that site…and you automatically conjure up an image in your head and you know that is what it will look like. Mine is ever changing that no one knows what to expect.

And of course I see so many great designs out there, but I can’t copy someone’s idea. I battle with this constantly and I’m so fustrated. I just don’t know what to do. I get to a point where I just can’t stand my site. I don’t want to take it down, but I can’t stand looking at it, either. Why does it have to be so difficult to stick with one design? I know I will be changing it after the holidays anyway to a non-holiday look, but I want something I won’t mind looking at for several months to come. Oh, I need some serious help.